Hi. And hi to you again. Let me start with honesty: I don’t fully know where this path is leading. I once believed I would be part of a breakdance crew — that this was my direction, my belonging, my future. I held onto that desire for years. How many years does a dream deserve? Nobody really knows. Not you, not me.

Maybe it’s the memory of a feeling I once had. Maybe it’s the girl who blocked me. Maybe it’s simply the weight of wanting something for too long.

I know I don’t make perfect sense, and maybe that’s the point. This is only my second post, and the path I’m walking doesn’t look straight or logical. Life rarely does. Whether we choose cheese or not, we come and we go. What matters is that we create — because producing something real will always beat dreaming without action.

I watch people come together and build the projects they believe in. I try to do the same. I try, and I try again, searching for “my people.” But sometimes, no people appear. And yes, that hurts — deep in the core of my system. Still, I continue. I live. I show up online because that’s where connection often begins now.

My mind wanders. I get distracted by other people’s success, imagining it as my own. But it isn’t. It’s theirs. I just happen to be standing close enough to feel the heat of their fire. And when everyone around you seems to be rising, believing in your own rise becomes complicated. Everything becomes complicated. Everyone becomes complicated. Life — always philosophical in the end.

I am, in some way, a philosopher. Or at least someone who wants to understand the world deeply enough to share something meaningful back. I want to express what I believe the world could become. But distractions keep coming, and so does everything I don’t want.

Maybe I’ll keep writing. Maybe I won’t. But I hope I do — because writing feels like a small act of caring. Sharing is caring, after all. And I want to show that I care.

Be yourself. Peace, love, and unity.

And yes — I love you. Remember that.

Somewhere, where everybody is going

Hi, and hi to you. I will be totally honest with that I don’t really know where this is going. I used to believe that I can be a part of a crew that represented breakdancing and I wanted to be part of this crew. Now, I don’t really care anymore. How many years is enough years to wait on a desire? I don’t know, you don’t know. Again, honestly, nobody knows. It is difficult to adjust the levels of the wantings, maybe its this girl that blocked me, that I want to get back to, or it could be just the feeling that I used to have in this point of my life. I know, I don’t make sense, I am not even trying! This is my second post in this blog on a path that does not make any sense, nothing does. Life is complicated, cheese or not, we come and we go. Producing is more important than dreaming and not producing, haha.

I see people get together and create the projects that they want, I try. I try and I try – to find my people. No people to be found. Sad. Sad in the core of my system, and still I go. I live. Online, it’s important. Again, I get distracted, I have thoughts. Thoughts of people’s’ success, and not my own. That must be it. I think it will be my success, and it is not. It is the success of the people. It just happened that I am part of this people’s group. How to believe, when everybody is succeeding and not me. It complicated, everything is, everybody is. Life. Such a philosophical ending.

I am, a philosopher, I want to be, I want to understand and share insights of what I truly believe the world should become, I am getting distracted. More, more of what I don’t want that is always here.

I might develop the writings, I might not. The only thing I hope, is to become more indulged into writing often. You know? Sharing. Sharing is caring. And, I would like to show that I care!

Be you and peace, love and unity.

I love you, you should remember that!